Is been such a long time since i've last blogged about myself & life . Kinda busy about life working out to my future . As time pass, through all the up and down, all the obstacles in life, i believe i did get stronger . Those emotional takes over me way too much last time, those tears i've wasted & my heart broken into"pieces" Are all bullshit now . It's fixed ! And i'm kinda proud of what I've become today . Not as weak as what i think i am, i can do what think I can't . About life, everyone have a lot of "Friends" . Easy to spell, easy to read . But there's too many meaning in it . Too much lesson to learn . I believe everyone has that one friend that betray you before . Stab you from behind like there's nothing . Two face . Take you for granted . and many many kind . But i guess that's life . Everyone came into your life, is either a lesson or a blessing . Lesson ? Learn from it . A blessing ? Treasure it . "不是每一个你真心对的朋友一定是对你真心的朋友。"
On the 12th of August 2014; i'm proudly announce that i'm attached to my boyfriend called LimJunHan .💑 😍 ❤️
He break though all the walls i've build up myself .
he give me time to find myself back .
he gives me his time .
he keep me accompany whenever he could .
he willing to try all the things he could just to see me smile .
he protect me just to ensure that nobody is able to hurt me,
and also always ensure that i'm home safely everytime after we hang out .
Being patience towards me no matter what .
he just love to keep me safe & warm and etc . (too much to name all out)
But .. Cause of my selfish-ness, my childish act, my playful-ness, i've hurt him way too much when he's still chasing me . But still, i'm super glad that until now, he stayed and didn't left after so much of hurt i cause . Until now still protecting me, still showering me with lots of his loves and care . Still taking care of me whenever i'm sick, bring me to doctor and stand by me when things get rough in life . "What's a couple if your partner wasn't your everything ?" Right . He's not only my everything . He's my best friend, my soul mate, my future & my another half that i couldn't live without . He gives me faith, he's my pillar of strength . He's the one that i wanting myself to become better cause of him . He's just way too awesome and way too perfect to me . He is all i wanted, very thankful because he is the best present that god give it to me . I'm blessed, am very happy too . Because i'm still calling him, mine . And also very thankful to him, if is not him keep encourage me, i wouldn't be who i am today .
*Baby, if happen one day you happen to read this, i just want to say thankyou very much . All these while must be hard on you handling me . Iloveyou so much . 💐💕
